Summer resolution+Deception= relativism (death). God!

 Disclaimer: Praise God this is a beautiful piece. I wrote this about 2 years ago. I was undergoing some persecution from my extended family and online. While I was writing I was talking to you and encouraging myself. It sounds harsh, what else is new. But it holds some great truths so blah. I'm going to keep it =).


Does anyone know when 2013 starts? I want to make a new year’s resolution like I did last summer. My new year’s resolution then was to get closer to God, Now look at Him. He is using me to touch people all around the world with the Gospel. I’m really glad I decided to give myself to Him and allow Him to prepare me for this work. It’s been a year already. I believe one of the reason’s God, doesn’t want me to go on media websites is because I need to take a break. I seriously need one. Answering 100 messages every day is not on the top of my list, if you know what I mean.  But I am honored and humbled that God has made and saw me as a worthy vessel.

I Guess I can have a summer’s resolution. I’m going to make this my new tradition. It will be a personal one well kind off. I am willing to share with the rest of the fantastic internet world. My resolution this summer is to know more of Gods person. We all know He is omnipresence (everywhere at the same time), omnipotence (great power), and omniscience (infinite), but He is more than that. He is a person that has feeling. He also has a heart, mind and soul. I want to know the core of His personality. Even though I have an idea of His personality I never stop seeking because He is so vast and deep. He is like a never ending abyss. When one falls in it, there doesn’t appear to be landing. 

Do you know why?   

Yes I do, because there isn’t one? I already talk to Him on a very intimate level although I want to go deeper.

How do you plan to do this Jasmine?

I plan to do the same thing I always do when I want to know a person. I’m going to spend time with them. Just like men study a beautiful girl he adores, in the same like manner I will do my homework on God. I am also striving for greater Holiness and continuing to put off the old man. My only reasoning for doing these things is because I love Him. If you love someone why wouldn’t you get to know them. You can’t say you love your wife oh husband if you do not heed to her concerns and lack communication. Likewise to you oh wife, give what is due to your husband. God is of more value than earthly spouses and/or relationship partners.  Think about it,

 how do you show you love Him? 

Jesus says “if you love me you will obey my commandments” (John 14:15).

I know I’m getting off topic but what I have written is truth.

Are you sure those ways will work, to get closure to God?

Yes because scripture says so. Who am I to doubt the wisdom of the Holy Spirit? Plus it worked the first time why not do it again?

Hey you can’t get closer to God? There is a limit. Who are you? You are false. You are lying. 

If I really believed the things people tell me, I’d still be in church under foolish disgusting leadership singing praises to God with their lips when they are corrupt and defiled in their heart. Wisdom cries hypocrite out in the streets and into the gallows of the city, the elders then fall lame on the ground and around them is their own dung. They are lying around in their own filthiness because they have been cursed with a perverse mind and judgment has been poured out. Their fill of this life is depravity.

If I really believed what people told me I would be upon the people who worship baphomet. I will dwell in the houses with peers who run around Satan as he sings “ring around the rosy." I mean if I really, really, really believed what people told me I would consume dead carcasses of people and animals. I would watch them suffer and  squirm/shriek with torment. Should I follow wherever the wind blows? I don’t think so. 

Let’s say, when a person drives a car, there appears 100’s of fly’s that cover the windshield. The person wisely turns on the windshield wipers and the flies dissipate. In like manner, those who are sex partners with the folly of this world have been removed from my life and shut is the gate, to communion with me. 

Look at those people who say “I can’t” the truth is you cannot because you believe not. You believe not because you are not of Him. You are not of Him, because you are of them, those demons that dwell in you. You have a father and his name is Satan.

When Jesus died on Calvary “I can’t” became “we can” and in that is no confusion. God is not the author of Confusion (Jeremiah 29:11). The only road blocks between man and God are the ones we make. I decided to destroy mine and “I can do anything through Christ who strengthens me” became my life slogan. Now, take your demons and yourself and be gone. There is no conspiracy for you to fuel in my dwelling for thence I have taken you out of my life. 

Wow that was harsh?

When Dogs bark loudly one does not tell them to be quiet in a whisper. 

Why?

 -Because they do not hear. One shouts with a louder cry above there adversary and proclaim that which is knowledgeable beyond understanding to those who are dead in spirit and remain a living carcass. 

Let me end on a less friendly note, because it is love I must have to say these things written above. 

I recommend you have a summer resolution. I’m sure there is a goal you want to accomplish. I hope it has something to do with Gods amazing work of sanctification, restoration, regeneration, and revelation.