BeholdTheDoule

I just came out backsliding… -Praise God. When people start backsliding its starts with conscience disobedience then God draws them back and being humble they repent. People think that God will give them some other instruction. Perhaps give into their desires or somewhere along those lines. When you walk with Christ again, you’ll find that God has not changed His mind. He’s more aggressive, and His voice is louder in His instruction than before. You’ll find that He’ll call you to do things that if you weren’t backslidden, you know how to do. During that time that was supposed to be your training season. In all reverence to God He is sovereign and regardless of Human will power His will, will be done. How God decides to teach you His authority varies but it is crucial to grasp. Therefore do not lose heart in what He is doing, it is for your future benefit. My son, do not reject the discipline of the LORD or loathe His reproof, For whom the LORD loveth he correcteth;...

During the last couple years, God has been putting me through some extreme testing. I have failed a lot of test and trials. I passed them eventually by Gods grace. God doesn’t rest from being Himself. Everything God does is lovely and amazing, regardless if we see it that way or not. Something changed. What? God isn’t changing one thing about himself. He never has. He still convicts me. He still loves. He smiles. He gets sad. He gets mad. Also if you pull Him the wrong way, He’ll punch you, just playing around of course! What in fact changed? Absolutely nothing concerning Him, but absolutely everything that has to do with me. I just got new eyes. When you become closer to the light, you see more. When regenerated you not only see clearly but also you become the brightness. The Lord of glory camps in our dwelling changing us from the inside out, outside in. We are members of Christ’s body.   Adam Declared, in Genesis 2:3: “ This is no...

Title: The reason for being. God is the most important substance in life.   He flows through everything that is. His blood is etched into the very fabric of nature. It can even be said that His fingerprint is everywhere. As children of God, we have been redeemed. Therefore if any man is in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things become new (2 Corinthians 5:17). Walking in the newness of life God grants us new desires. The sins we once loved, we now hate. Things of this world will know longer satisfy us. As we grow more in Christ infatuation of whom He excites us. If we backslide from Christ reality and/or lose focus, we will try to fill our self with vain things that won’t satisfy. For example: If our reason for working isn’t to honor Christ we will feel bored and tiresome. If we eat to please the flesh, it can become overly excessive. His children have come into the knowledge of who God is. If you have actual...

An Individual Asked: When believers backslide why is it so hard to get back to where they use to be? After I backslide, I’m repentant but its so hard to go back to that special place before hand. Response: God loves us very much. God cannot love us any more than He does right now. His love is perfect. When we are walking in unity with the creator love does not become, but God lets us be a part of what is. He lets us see Himself. When we backslide slowly, we become blinded. The love does not go away neither does the relationship. Why? Because it's not at all dependent on us but the work of Christ Jesus. So, What is happening? In scripture, we see that whenever Jesus is needed, it is as if He walks a little further away so we might call on Him. Jesus likes to be sought after.   In the search for Him, you find out new truths about His sovereignty and providence.   It is not hard but steady because everything is already there. He is just looking...

Discernment is a wonderful gift to obtain from the Holy Spirit. Discernment is seeing things through the Holy Spirit and consists of many levels. When one has spiritual discernment its interesting what he/she will see in the spirit of other believers and heathens. When one discerns long enough he/she begin to recognize the patterns. These quilts are easy to recognize when it’s put in the context of dominion. There are two sides, demonic and Holy. There is no middle ground. Why would you call these propaganda's quilts?   Some atheists are very nice. Some (true) Christians are very blatant about their disregard for you. Well… I can honestly say I’ve been more persecuted by people professing Christianity then atheist and/or others dwelling in strange foreign religions. Everyone is like an individual quilt. You can’t possibly discern without the guidance of the Holy Spirit.   In another sense it’s not hard to tell a black quilt from a white quilt be...

Today I was thinking about how amazing God is, and I asked Jesus a question. Behold our conversation: Me: God is so awesome why do you share Him with people? Wouldn’t you want to keep Him for yourself? Jesus: Let me ask you something.  Me: Sure Jesus: Who is someone that you care about? Me: There is this girl named Demonica that I take delight in. Jesus: If she was in trouble would you help her? Me: Yeah! Jesus: If she was on her way to her ultimate destruction would you care enough to help and provide for her? Me: Yes of course. Jesus: Ok let me ask you this then. If she had no shirt would you provide for her yours? Me; Yea Jesus: why? Me: Because I care about her. Jesus: Would it be off your back? Me: Yeah Jesus: If she is clothed, wouldn’t you be unclothed? Me: Idk (I don’t know) kind of. I always wear a tank top underneath shirts so it wouldn’t matter. I guess?  Jesus: After you gave it to her ...

My mother asked me to write a poem for her conservative Pentecostal Church about God and Black History. February is Black History month. Time passed, and I forgot to write it.  My mother gave me a reminder on Saturday when she needed it the next day February 24, 2013.  It needed to be a limited length because it will be on a program. To write a good poem, it takes me 3 or 4 hours. Holy Spirit spoke to me and said, “Why don’t we do it together." I said “sure” excitedly. We finished it in an hour or less. This is the result. Enjoy! We hope you are blessed by it. Title: The White Church She sings in the gallows of the city She sings in the rain She sings She sing’s “I need thee.” Plea, my Chosen unto Heaven She sings She sings, “I will drink your leaven.” Come upon the road and till your ground She sings she sings, “turn around.” Work thy fields and gather thy gin (clean raw cotton) She sings She sings, “low my sin.” Fin She becomes black and sown with hollo...